Well, if you're not living in Malaysia you may not know that we have been under the movement control order for 23 days (omg ๐) now. And yes, it took me 23 days of living alone with minimal human contact to finally come and fill up this page hehe. And if you're a long time [...]
Tag: panic attacks
headspace | social media
Sabrina told me multiple times to just let this thing go; I would...until I get another private messages or texts or verbal comments about how I go around with my social presence. To be fair, I didn't get that many of them, because if I received a lot of it, that's a red flag that [...]
headspace | a bit personal
Heads up: This is going to be a very long entry. I'm determined to complete this once and for all. . I've been feeling anxious (normal anxious, not disorder anxious. I haven't been getting the latter anxious in a while) all day but, I think it's time to talk about it. This post (the title) [...]
it’s taking forever
I've started my writing on the website since 4 days ago. I started it with rereading all my post from writing #1 to get the idea and concept of this website back into me. However, it's taking too looooonngggg. ๐ญ I'm glad I decided to document my life. Reading back all these posts and looking [...]
headspace | mindfulness and anxiety
I haven't been working on my website for almost a week now and boy, doesn't it feel weird! It's already 28th December and we have only 3 days left until 2018 comes. How exciting is that!! ๐ย If everything goes as planned, I'm going to move out from my parents' house on the first of January [...]
nadirahim.com turns one!
headspace | it doesn’t feel like goodbye
I was supposed to be asleep when I scrolled down the blogpost drafts on my phone and I saw this writing. I don't remember writing this but I reckon it'll be a good reminder for my future self of my dreams and life plans. A little back story for you new readers. I studied [...]
headspace | things that anxiety taught me

. I'm on my way to recovery, I can genuinely feel it. It's a good thing, though I'm not completely passed my anxiety/depressive phase. There's a steady progression and that's enough. ๐ Along the way to recovery, I pick up some valuable life lessons that I may not have learnt that quickly if it's not for [...]
headspace | masking anxiety

. Just last month have I only opened up about the anxiety and depressive symptoms that I've been having publicly to friends and family. I mean, apart from the close ones that I've opened up to earlier.ย And I find something interesting. Since I first opened up to people about my symptoms, people who knew be [...]
headspace | bad day
I had a reallyyy bad day today. . One of those days where you just have no one to go to except Allah S.W.T. One of those days where the only words that come out of me are, "O Allah, help me." . I must say, I'm handling it better though. If I were still [...]