. Just last month have I only opened up about the anxiety and depressive symptoms that I've been having publicly to friends and family. I mean, apart from the close ones that I've opened up to earlier. And I find something interesting. Since I first opened up to people about my symptoms, people who knew be [...]
I had a reallyyy bad day today. . One of those days where you just have no one to go to except Allah S.W.T. One of those days where the only words that come out of me are, "O Allah, help me." . I must say, I'm handling it better though. If I were still [...]
Hey hey heyyy... Here is this month instalment of the mental health series. I think I should name the instalments so it'd be easier for people to find them, because if you're a keen reader of this space, you'd know that sometimes I write about...absolute rubbish. 𤣠. Mental illness can seem a lonely place [...]
Dear Anxiety, You've been playing mind games with me for the past 4 years now and I am more than done with you. I want you gone...forever. Because of that, I am trying harder than ever to beat you. And eventually, I will. Some days are worse than others and I try to ignore [...]
I can't believe I'm finally able to write this entry. Today I truly believe that I am ready to break through the label that has been keeping me from moving forward these few years. I'm done being the person with anxiety disorder. Well, for sure, I still experience the symptoms from time to time. [...]
It's been a while since I last posted that my fingers are just itched to write something. Some of you asked how did my social media detox's going. I think I'm comfortable enough to say that it's going pretty good. As I mentioned in previous post, I didn't go cold turkey on the detox because [...]
Heyyy.. đ If you haven't read the previous post, you can click on the link to read [part three]. I realise that I must summarise my sessions, or else this EMDR tag would take too long and it's going to get boring for you guys. Bear with me, okay? I'm trying my best to make [...]
You know, after almost 6 months writing on this blog. I kind of have the feeling that writing things out works wonders for me - physically and emotionally. đ Honestly, I don't know to whom I'm writing to, heck, I may even be writing to an empty room for all I care. But this place has become [...]
I had a talk with crush yesterday. We talk about stuff, fun stuff. Then he asked me about how I am doing with the therapy. And again he told me his usual thing where he said it'd be good if I take most of the year off. Right then, I had enough. Goodness, guys. I'm [...]
I had enough succumbing myself to this anxiety. It has taken a lot from me -- my academic, my school, my crush, my energy, my self-esteem. At least one of the thing that I'm grateful for is I don't have any dependants when the anxiety is hitting me hard. I only have myself for me to [...]
